Hello my dears. We had no school today, and I was home early -well, I was supposed to get home early, but I met my dad on the way home, so I went to a job he had to go to, for fun.
Today, we did have school, but they arranged a big walk to the beach, so we did get home earlier than usual. The walk was amazing, I spent time with all my friends, but I left my usual girls-company, to join another one, I recently made. It's made of four girls and one boy. They truly rock. <3
Then, a boy named Jim, came where I was, and one of the girls' friends was there, and he tickled Jim and I said "Awwh, look! He's ticklish!" and Jim went "No, I'm not, look" and stretched his hands out, and the other boy tried to tickle him, and he would get ticklish. Well, at least I got to talk to him.
Then, as we were leaving, I sat on the bus(we went with a bus, grr.) next to a girl named Nadia, and at the last row, where the four seats are, sat a boy named Gus, whom I used to have a crush on, and still find him kind of cute. So, I kept looking at him at random moments. When we reached the school, he got up and stayed almost last to get out, and I stood there, waiting for him to go first, and he said "Okay, you can go." and when Nadia went to go down too he said "Hey, not you, I didn't tell you" but he laughed and let her come. Then as we walked to school, he was a bit in front of him, but I said nothing. I went into class, and got my books, and then headed downstairs, to leave. He was leaving to, and a car was leaving too (one of the teachers), and Gus was on the other side of it, as I walked to the girls, and the car kept coming closer to me, backwards. Gus barely had passed when it went back, if he had stopped for a bit, it would have ran him over
And I told him "Wow, if you had stopped only for a second, it would have ran you over!*kind of ironically* How sad would I be!" and he looked at me and said "Pity I didn't stop, eh?" and I laughed and didn't reply. He had walked a few feet ahead, and I shouted "Hey, don't say that!" and he smiled. He then left with his other friends, and then cut a pink flower and put it on one of my classmate's ear(it was a boy, named Marios.) so I yelled at Marios "Hey! Can I be bridesmaid?" and smiled. Gus looked at me and didn't say anything, then he went and cut some pine needles and showed them to me "These are your flowers." and I said sarcastically "Oh really? Aww, thank you, my favourite color!" and he said "Green is your favourite color?", I replied "No." and then he said "What is it?", and I said "It's blue, green and red..I think." and he didn't say anything. Then, about a minute or so later, he started throwing the needles at me, and I chuckled. He then threw them all together on me, but they hit a boy who happened to pass next to me that moment. I said to Gus "You're rude. *snobbish look*" and he lifted his shoulders. By then, we had reached the main exit door of the school-yard. I yelled at him "Bye, Rude!!" and he said "Bye, you." and I almost fell down, he had never said bye to me before (well, maybe it makes sense, neither have I !!)and I smiled. He went on the same road as me, but the other side. Then, I did it. I said "Hey, Gus?", he turned to me "Yeah?". I smiled and said "I didn't mean the 'rude' thing, you know it right?" and he smiled and said "It's okay, even if you meant it, I don't mind." and I went "No, I didn't mean it. Do you forgive me?" and he said "Yeah, I forgive you." and I joked a bit "So, I'm forgiven now! *laughs*" he smiled and said "Yeah, you are!" and I left, happily.
It was the best start of the week I've ever had.
Thank you Gus <3
xoxoxo
Hello everyone, I am back here again. I haven't got much to say, only that it has been the same hectic past for me, the same routine everyday, so I don't have anything new to tell you. I hope you are all having a really great day, and feel like you have something to wait for for the next day. Because I don't.
See you all soon.
xoxoxo
Hello everyone. I have been too busy lately, and barely had any time to update my site. Something shocking/personal happened to me last night, and that is the reason for the big change of my site. You can still find the old entries in "Memories Of A Heartbreak" if you wish, I wasn't that silly so to delete them.
Long distance relationships never work out, as I have found out recently. You can't be with someone if you can't see them in front of you, or hold them in your arms. So, I have decided never to make one again. It really isn't worth it when you end up heart-broken in the end. I remember the first one..I couldn't stop thinking about how wrong it was to bond with someone that much, I kept regretting doing it. But now it's even worse. Because I broke up with him, in order to get with the person I used to love the most at that time, with whom I broke up just last night. But turns out, that person was lying to me about loving me. He had told me "I love you." quite few times, and I was so blinded that I believed him.I never really did, actually. I knew I irritated him, I did. So, last night, I just decided to end it. Just end it. Because I knew he wasn't happy with me. He just didn't show the feelings I did. I want him to be happy, and I think I did the right choice. Even if I was hurt last night, I know it was better like this. I will be okay. I am okay.
So, do me a favour and never mention him to me again. It can be better like this, I am still friends with him, and want it to stay that way.
Give me a break.
xoxo